take me back homeeeee!!!

Album cover of Self-Ish
'Self-Ish'
Will Wood and the Tapeworms - 2016
i f#$@ing love this aublrrm holy scow
Actually the most magical thing ever, personally my favorite Will Wood project though most seem to disagree. Not to demean his future works, and I know this album was the child of a severe drug problem, but this is still my absolute favorite :]. Every song lends itself to his voice so beautifully with the most delightful, punchy, explosive, and tickling instrumentals ever, and each song is sooo much fun to sing as well (and a really good vocal challenge!) my life was never the same..
Album cover of From Rotting Fantasylands
'From Rotting Fantasylands'
Nero's Day at Disneyland - 2009
actually heaven ina blottle
this was I think the first album I was ever shown that really kickstarted my love and discovery of music and just activated all my synapses and stuff. It still is so amazing and close to me (and i have it on vinyl >:)) and I loveee Lauren Bousfield (the artist) andd yeah so there
Album cover of I Brought You My Bullets, You Brought Me Your Love
'I Brought You My Bullets, You Brought Me Your Love'
My Chemical Romance - 2002
i love mcr.... this album specifically is more raw which I really love. A lot of these songs just hit so well, and it was something I listened to a lot in middle school (though mostly I started out only knowing the B-sides album for a while). Also Gerard Way's voice is one of my favorite thangs e.ver.r. and one of my absolute favorite bands to sing along to bc of that :] YUM YUM
Album cover of Sample Bitch Story
'Sample Bitch Story'
DODDODO - 2006
The absolute most exquisite noise and beats to flail to, 10/10 and very musically inspiring
Album cover of The Bends
'The Bends'
Radiohead - 1995
radiohead.............. (i recently learned they're zionists which is like, yeah, that's honestly to be expected of like 98% of celebrities, but it's still lame, and also Thom Yorke's a jerk. SOOO I can't really bring myself to listen to them much anymore, but the music is still special to me and really good....)
Album cover of Vampir
'Vampir'
Unlucky Morpheus - 2015
My favvvvorite J-metal album ever. I used to be very into J-metal (like Babymetal, Ladybaby, Unlucky Morpheus, Gulu Gulu) but I slowly phased out of it a bit (I still love when it comes on though), but this album has always stuck with me as my favorite!! It's only a 5-song EP, but every single one is soooo so good and unique and really clicks with me. The vocalist and instrumentalists are soo talented as well.
Album cover of Hullaballoo Soundtrack
'Hullabaloo Soundtrack'
Muse - 2002
This album serves as a B-sides EP and a live album together, and both parts are sinisterly good. Muse for me absolutely peaked here, as it came right after Origin of Symmetry (love her), and Matt's voice here is PEAK I say! The instrumentals as always have a really great air to them, and each song puts you in a world of its own, with a distinct early-Muse feel. Also, the live performance of Micro Cuts gives me goosebumps so epic..
Album cover of Origin of Symmetry XX Anniversary RemiXX
'Origin of Symmetry XX Anniversary RemiXX'
Muse - 2021
This is the album I just talked about in relation to Hullaballoo! This album (specifically this anniversary remixed version, cause the mixing is much improved imo and there's a new formerly-Japanese-exclusive song included at the end) is soooo magnificent, and is incredibly fun to sing along to as a good challenge. There's so many beautiful moments, and also I need to kiss their mixing person cause my gosh
Album cover of あらためまして、はじめまして、ミドリです
'あらためまして、はじめまして、ミドリです'
Midori - 2008
amazeballs there is nothing more to say .. one of the bestest voices of all the times and I so wish I could sound like her and be a chaotic screaming japanese lady too
Album cover of 280Km Speed
'280Km Speed'
Turbo - 1995
I found this album through playing 'Black Cat Nero' on a Pump It Up dance machine, and fell in love instantly from the song and also watching his face get really close to the fisheye lens over and over in the background. From there I listened to the rest and I loveee love it so much, it sparked my craving of 90's k-pop/k-hiphop (the only type of k-pop I really like/support) and is for sure my favorite of the genre, and probably some of da best feelgood music ever made (even though idk what they're saying)!
Album cover of 3.15.20
'3.15.20'
Childish Gambino - 2020
Really amazing stuff here, I didn't actually like it as much when it first came out, but it's grown and grown on me, and many of the songs are so powerful in a way that Childish Gambino is really talented at. And the beats and composition are really solid too mm yummy!
Album cover of Artaud
'Artaud'
Pescado Rabioso - 1973
Just an Argentinian guy and his guitar and his lovely voice! I didn't realize how popular this album was when I looked it up, it seemed very unknown to me but was apparently super influential in the Spanish or Argentine rock scene. One of my favorite albums to just calm down, it really makes me feel like a swaddled little bebe.
Album cover of Daruma Ringo
'Daruma Ringo'
Gesu no Kiwami Otome - 2012
One of the first albums I was ever shown again, and really helped to shape my foundational taste in music. The vocalist is apparently a freak which really ruins me because the music is some of my most cherished. But it's ok, because my real favorite here in the pianist Chan Mari, who is suchh a big piano inspiration to me, and the main reason I started to play it to begin with! This band has such a specific genre and sound that gets me and my brain so good.
Album cover of Little Electric Chicken Heart
'Little Electric Chicken Heart'
Ana Frango Electrico - 2019
My friend showed this album to me and we listened to it together so it's special to me :) All the songs are really fun and have such good jazzy elements mixed with an up and down feel, and it largely got me into Brazilian music! Ana is also pan and non-binary, which is so awesomesauce
Album cover of HiLo
'HiLo'
Jack Stauber - 2018
Jack Stauber's singing is some of my absolute favorite, and these songs go between lifting me out of a scary cave and making me boogie to making me cry on the dancefloor. I knew the first three songs since middle school, and then only listened to the rest years later, but it is really just so phenomenal and also inspiring. Pizza Boy and It's Alright will forever ruin me and Leopard will forever have me skipping in carousel time.
Album cover of Frances the Mute
'Frances the Mute'
The Mars Volta
SOO yummy I love u Mars Volta. I found this through my Dad & brother, and then only kiinda heard it, and then I was stuck with it being the only CD in my car so I really had to let it show itself and it is so stinkin amazing!! I also love the way they do time signature changes and lyrics, and I miss when they incorporated more noise & experimentatiton like on this album.
Album cover of Gling-Gló
'Gling-Gló'
Björk - 1990
This album is shooo comforting to me, because I really love jazz, and I also find a certain warmth in music that I don't understand the words of, where I can just focus on it as a whole band of sounds playing together. I also love love lovee Björk's voice and she seems like such a lovely person, so it's very fun to listen to, especially the parts when the energy changes and it gets a little rowwwwdy
Album cover of Hellfire
'Hellfire'
black midi - 2022
Just a ton of beautiful and invigorating and fun songs that are super duper well made!! Makes me think of an exciting dragon flight where you hold dearly onto it's leg and hope your grip doesn't fail you
Album cover of Isolation
'Isolation'
Kali Uchis - 2018
This album carried me through some rough times in high school; it's so special and comforting, and I have a different relationship to each song. Her voice and just the essence of her songs here has such a distinct quality to the rest of her music (I like her other albums too though :p)
Album cover of Itekoma Hits
'Itekoma Hits'
Otoboke Beaver - 2019
Once again yelling Japanese ladies, but this time they're organized!!! There's call and response, 40 second long songs, and a whole bunch of awesome beats and lines about topics like bulimia and 6-day work weeks and being mad.
Album cover of First Act (第一幕)
'First Act (第一幕)'
Kikuohana - 2016
As if Kikuo wasn't good enough alone, he combined with Hanatan for the most potent and enchanting vocal accompaniment evar!!!!!!!
Album cover of Second Act (第二幕)
'Second Act (第二幕)'
Kikuohana - 2017
AND they do it again ..... I knew some of these songs in middle school too so I love them even more! That darn steel drum and crunching beats get me going
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'lust'
rei harakami - 2016
helps me feel sad when I should be
Album cover of NieR:Automata Original Soundtrack
'NieR:Automata Original Soundtrack'
Keiichi Okabe and MONACA - 2017
A phenomenal soundtrack to accompany a phenomenal game!! I don't think at my current point in life I would've played such a long game like NieR: Automata, but I'm glad that I got to experience playing it when I did, because it's such a great experience. The world building and the story and atmosphere and characters are all just so well-done and crushing at moments, and the soundtrack really helps to evoke it all. Emil is my favorite forever I love him dearly OHH
Album cover of Persona 4 Original Soundtrack
'Persona 4 Original Soundtrack'
Shoji Meguro (mainly) - 2008
YASSS I love this game so much, the vibe and soundtrack and gameplay and everything just has such a beautiful, cozy, and groovy feel to it that I really love and that really suits it and the time period. Super inspirational to me in terms of music-making and stuff too!!
Album cover of Persona 5 Original Soundtrack
'Persona 5 Original Soundtrack'
Shoji Meguro (mainly again) - 2017
I played this game in 8th grade, so I would go home from 8th grade and play a game about being fresh into high school, and I remember thinking it made high school seem so awesome. Again as with Persona 4, it has such amazing atmosphere and story and gameplay, and the soundtrack (which is made partially by the same guy!) is sooooo so good and completely sets the tone for every moment. It also has so much good piano for me to learn
Album cover of Undertale Soundtrack
'Undertale Soundtrack'
Toby Fox - 2015
I love you Undertale *kiss on the lips*
Toby Fox you sly tune-making dog!! You just gotta play the game and/or listen to the soundtrack I'm tellin ya
Album cover of When The Pawn...
'When The Pawn...'
Fiona Apple - 1999
I willy like this album and the beats and the emotion .. that is all
Album cover of Wu-Tang Meets the Indie Culture
'Wu-Tang Meets the Indie Culture'
Wu-Tang Clan - 2005
This album has so many delightful tunes, my favs are Preservation and Give It Up, but all of it is just really great and grounding for me.

(feel free to talk to me about music, I love getting suggestions or getting to share some of my own tastes/journey!!)


Quotes Ensue! (author on top)

CrimethInc.

"Nothing matters to the market but profit. Forests only have value as timber or toilet paper; animals only have value as hot dogs or hamburgers. The precious, unrepeatable moments of our lives only have value as labor hours determined by the imperatives of commerce. The market rewards landlords for evicting families, bosses for exploiting employees, engineers for inventing death machines. It separates mothers from their children, drives species into extinction, shuts down hospitals to open up privatized prisons. It reduces entire ecosystems to ash, spewing out smog and stock options. Left to itself, it will turn the whole world into a graveyard."

Abdullah from Gaza

"The doctor died. The patient died. The stone died and nothing remained."

Dr. John Henrik Clarke

"Why can't you turn inward on yourself and say 'I won't buy no clothes I don't produce'? Start with your underwear. 'I'll wear no shoes that's not made by...a brother.' Start buying aeroplanes and break em down and study them, later on make aeroplanes. What this whole thing is about is the restoration of confidence. It has been the role of these handmaidens of colonialism to destroy your confidence in yourself."

George Orwell, 1984

"The aims of these groups are entirely irreconcilable. The aim of the High is to remain where they are. The aim of the Middle is to change places with the High. The aim of the Low, when they have an aim—for it is an abiding characteristic of the Low that they are too much crushed by drudgery to be more than intermittenly conscious of anything outside their daily lives—is to abolish all distinctions and create a society in which all men shall be equal. Thus throughout history a struggle which is the same in its main outlines recurs over and over again."

'The Fairies of Scotland' Story

"There is, upon the top of Jlinchmuir, a mountain in Peeblesshire, a spring called the Cheese Well, because, anciently, those who passed that way were wont to throw into it a piece of cheese, as an offering to the Fairies, to whom it was consecrated."

I Saw the TV Glow

"It was moving too fast. And then I was 19. And then I was 20. I felt like one of those dolls, asleep in the supermarket; stuffed. And then I was 21. Like chapters skipped over on a DVD. I told myself, this isn't normal. This isn't normal, this isn't how life is supposed to be. I thought about running away again."

Kitty Stryker

“That’s something I consider as sort of the secondary threat model, is the government trying to prevent people from actually doing okay without them.”

Plastic Bag by X-Ray Spex

“My mind, is like a switchboard //
With crossed and tangled lines //
Contented with confusion //
That is plugged into my head //
I don't know what's going on //
It's the operator's job, not mine, I said” //

Kwame Ture

"What a liberal really wants is to bring about change that will not in any way endanger his position."

Kwame Ture

"There is a higher law than the law of government. That's the law of conscience."

Linda Light and Trudy Ann Parker

"Each season was determined by the budding or leafing of plants, the spawning of fish or the rutting time for animals. Most Indians thought the white race had been running around like scared rabbits ever since the invention of the clock.”

Uquiz What Color Are You?

Yellow. You are all that is bright and joyful. You are the sunbeams and the flowers that drink them. You are lemons and bananas. You are sour and sweet. You are all the beauty that cannot stay. You are yellow, you are perfect. please visit me again.

Dr. John Henrik Clarke

"We created peaceful nations that had no word for jail because no one had ever gone to one. No word for old people's homes because no one ever thrown away Grandma and Grandpa. No words for orphanages. We did all of this and over half of human civilization was over before we knew that a European was in the world."